Christmas!

Christmas is all I've been thinking about lately! The light has been playing Christmas Music and it's making me crazy! I <3 Christmas!

That's What You Think!

I am still very exited about H-A-L-L-O-W-E-E-N I can't wait although I will be the completely "way over done" Alice from Alice In Wonderland, I will still be having FUN!!!!! I am still feeling a little slow today so I think thats all I'll say.

Sick

Being sick sucks... You feel awful, its inevitable no matter what kind of sick you are I assure you that you're going to feel bad. And it doesn't just go away.... you are stuck with if for a while. They have all these medicines that are supposed to make you feel better but they don't work. It's just away for them to get money.

Halloween!

I have to say Halloween is the best holiday ever! Halloween is a magical time when you can be whoever or whatever you want. Not only that but its a time to enjoy being scared and feel no shame in it. Its the time when the weather starts to feel just right and the sky and ground become decorated with the golden colors of leaves. All the smells start to change and the nights come sooner to give the ghouls more time to frolic and scare the non-expecting children forcing them to hide under there blankets.

No Guilt

I am very upset with Yahoo-Answers I have been suspended and for no reason. I have been trying to get reinstated but they wont talk to me they keep sending me automatic messaging systems. I am getting tired of it I have done nothing!

Sisters High School Over Load Her Fault?

My sister was always complaining about her work load. Well, I'm in high school now and you know what I think? It's her fault. I always spend whatever time I get doing my homework, my experiences lead me to believe that she didn't use that time. She always had so much homework to do even in middle school and I have never! had that problem... Everyone thinks that I don't do my homework or something but thats not true! I always do my homework but I do it in class every spare moment I get. I hate having homework I like to come home and relax after a long and hard day. She never had to do any house work during her school years either she would just say,"I have homework" and I would have to do all the work. I still do all of the work. She can do what ever she pleases when its something fun but when its work she's too tired, her back hurts, or she has work to do. She also over achieved, she should have loosened up and had some fun a report card with all A's and B's are just fine with me. So I say her overload is her own fault!

This is going to know be a picture blog!

Life is black and white... i see things in black and white and color but i like the feeling of back and white but i also love the vibrance of colors...so i guess in a way color is life too... it all depends on what's happening but i really love the look and feel of black and white more than color at least i do now. I could never permanently see like that and i need my colored tv:D

This Is A Two-Way Street!

If one side is down for construction were going to close the whole street down. Thats the only right thing to do. Only FAIR tyhing to do! You don't want every one and everything to be going one way. That would make trafic really slow and then people wouldn't want to go down that way. I wouldn't want to go down a slower street thats out of order so we close it down. And thats what I'm doing one way decides to close so we close the whole street for fairness and time consuming.

HAPPY 4TH OF JULY!!!!!!

Clothes

I love clothes and I have changed my style so many times. I am changing it again:D This time I am doing a new generation look. The clothes that you see at forever 21 not in the boho section. It is hard to do such a thing seeing as you can't just go out and get a new wardrobe in one day. Today I got a good start. YAY!

Ranting

I have relised that all I have been doing on thiss blog is ranting about things I don't like. So what I'm going to do is just write, sometimes I might rant or I might talk about what happen today. But you see i really havent been able to do much because I'm hime taking care of my sister and that means that I'm home sitting on the couch 24-7 and its not the best thing in the world... let me tel you... my summer is wasteing away and I havent even got the books I need to read for summer yet... :/ I am seriouly not doing anything that I need to. And I hate!! watseing my summer... the one time that I ever have off, now ruined.... :(

Missing People

Why do people need to take other people? They seriously steal people. I think that, that is the weirdest thing in the whole world. They steal adults and they hide or kill them. Most of the time there dead. The urge to kill, why would you want to harm a random person, like a serial killer. I get revenge, and I get hatred, but what I don’t get is just randomly killing. Why are you so messed up that you enjoy randomly killing? That is not right! I know that people try to catch these people but most of the time they cant. And that is what I think is so wrong. Why do you need to kill? I know that this seems a little dark as all the talk of killing and other things but I know that I am right! These people should be diagnosed as kids and never be aloud around others until they can learn to hold their temper and other things that might be wrong with them. I know that harsh but it is completely true! We would have less killing so many less!

R.I.P.♥Binx♥

My kitten is no longer with me... but he's in a better place now and he's not sick anymore. He got to know love before he left me. But I have a feeling that he'll he coming back to me:D And I know that he will. But I still miss him. And I will NEVER forget him:/

Buh-Bye Binx... ♥my beloved kitten! ♥

Sorry For The Inconvenience

I know that my background before was very hard to read things on and i want you to know that I changed it:D As you can see that it is now a bleeding red rose. I thought that this was a very pretty and some how meaningful picture. Not in the way of killing or anything. But that everyone can get hurt and that there's noway to prevent this. We get physically hurt and we get emotionally hurt. It's life in a big city:D (as my dad says) :D ily Papa!

Coffee And Cigarettes

Coffee and Cigarettes are my only escape.
I got my cup of Joe, my pack of stokes,
And I'm on my way downtown, to
Set up shop, and sing my cares away.
So, won't you sing with me,
'Cause it's cold outside, and I'm feeling kinda lonely.

Friday nights are always the same in this town.
I'm looking up, but I'm feeling kind of down.
So, I'll light this cigarette and smoke the night away,
And I'll hope that Saturday will be the day
When everything feels okay.

Ba da da da Ba da da da da
Ba da da da da da da da da

Coffee and Cigarettes are best when shared with you.
We'll go to Waffle House or your Mom's House,
And share a cup or two. 

Yeah, I have friends, but they have friends,
And they have parties, and I'm so akward.
So whatta ya say, just as friends, we see a movie
This weekend, alright? Okay.

Friday nights are always the same in this town.
I'm looking up, but I'm feeling kind of down.
So, I'll light this cigarette and smoke the night away,
And I'll hope that Saturday will be the day
When everything feels okay.

Ba da da da Ba da da da da
Ba da da da da da da da da 

Summer!

Summer is literally almost here. It officially starts at 12:16pm today. Yes that’s right it hasn’t been summer but its felt like it. The sun is shinning its tie for a tan and a trip to the beach! Yes that’s what I said. I love the beach. I cant say if more that a water park or if there equally as fun all I know is that I cant wait for it to start. Most people have already started there summer or they haven’t at all there’s no real in between its one or the other.

Rain

Rain think is a good thing. I personally like the rain. Unless it ruins a certain trip that you had previously plan or another like situation. I like hoe it makes it dark and its perfect for reading and taking naps. It waters the world and quenches our thirst. And lightning that comes with the rain can be the prettiest thing in the world. I have never been afraid of thunder and never will be. It is gorgeous and fascinating. It never strikes the same place twice. Always living a new life a new adventure never once looking back!

Politically 'Correct'

What’s politically correct anymore? Its stupid, my friend said she liked chocolate and people and they thought that she said she likes ‘chocolate people’ not that that would even matter because she is African American. Well she got in trouble. This is a little resist but there are worst things and even more ridiculous things that have happen before. The fact that peoples is now a word??? It was always people. And fishes? That’s what the stupid mobsters said in movies!!!! I mean hello?!?! Wtf this is ridiculous. 

Movies

I feel like movies have consumed my life. And a few TV shows. And a good book… when I can find one. Why do we have the constant need to be entertained? Back before TV and other things we had to entertain ourselves with our imagination and other such things but now we are uncreative and unadventurous unless it means fame and money. No one has the good sense to do anything with are minds. We have to have someone to tell us what to do and what we should like, and a matter of other rather ridiculous things. I went on google as a joke and asked what I should eat that was not the first time or the only way it has been search. It is completely and utterly stupid. We should hum and sing and do other things to entertain ourselves or we could pretend to be stranded on and island and try to figure out how to get out working it out to every detail… some thing! We could call up a friend and get some good exercise because everyone is getting so fat in America! Because were a bunch of lazy bums! Fatness is something that we can help! We can go for a run outside and other things that will strengthen us without having to spend money. I mean there a hundreds of exercises online that we can do and I know that now everyone has a computer or a phone that can get online! Unless you have an illness that prevents you from being skinny.

HAPPY FATHERS DAY TO ALL FATHERS!

Treacherous Night

My night was horrible, I got only 5 hours of sleep at most I couldn’t sleep till 5 and I woke up at 10, not mention I kept tossing and turning. It was just horrible and I am exhausted and I can’t fall back asleep because it’s to bright out. I have to sleep in the pitch black, or at least fall asleep in the dark. I could have slept till 2 in the afternoon, but I was woken up but two little seals, and after that, it was over. I was awake and there was no way that I was getting back to sleep. I’m not angry with these little people just tired.  And I don’t even know what I was dreaming about. Did you know that you have anywhere from 4 to 7 dreams a night and only remember about 20 percent of 1 of those dreams. And we dream every night, all night and just don’t remember it. I would like to some how see what I have dreamt, because I never remember, and if I do a lot  of it is still there but rarely. 

Father's Day!

Fathers Day is like an extra birthday for any dad! :D They deserve it! I thank every father in the world for being a father and for raising one of the annoying crying eating farting babies into a respectable… or almost respectable adults, but you also taught them how to have fun and relax. Were going to Amish country for my Father’s day with my pa. Were going to have tons of fun there. I’ll post a picture of it when we go. We were going to go tomorrow but we are not anymore because someone brought up a very good point. Because the Amish are such a religious type that everything would be closed on a Sunday, ‘the lords day’. WE plan on spending a couple of hours down there but we have no where to eat seeing at the Amish probably are not going to have restaurants, or at least not ones that we are used to.

My Mothers Home Remedies

This morning I woke up and I did not feel well. What my mother did was make me some tea with honey and toast with cinnamon and brown sugar. :D This was very delicious and unexpected. She told me that what her mother did for her and her mother’s mother for her. She said it was to get rid of my nausea. Which it didn’t but it’s the thought that counts right? YES! I love my mother very much and I am very glade for her love and care:D. Even though she can get on my nerves sometimes I love her with my whole heart! <3 I LOVE YOU MAMA!!!!!!! 

The Next Day...

Ok so I have not been feeling well for the past couple days or so and I have been doing nothing but sitting around or running around doing things for other people or myself. And today I and going to my other house so the chores have to be done at this house. And like I said I feel like I’m going to throw up and I have a bad head ach. And I know that I am expected to do these chores but I don’t think that I can, I dint even want to talk. I am only sitting in bed slouched down and typing.

As many of you know it is summer here were I live and I feel like I haven’t done one summery thing at all. I haven’t gone near the sun and am not getting a tan and this is not ideal. I have so many planes and thinks I want to try and I can’t. You see my sister and I want to do many things this summer such as making ice cream and many other exiting activities but we have only done two so far and I feel like I’m kind of wasting my summer and that is not a good feeling. I know that I am getting things done and I’m staying with my sick sister but its not the same.

My devotion

I have tried to do this many times and it has always been hard to get ton the computer and other such things. Well now i don't have to worry about that because i have my very own mac laptop. I fear that it might need a new battery... but I don't know I have to see how this works out! :D But I think that it will probable be fine! :D I want to try and write her as much as I can and I also want people to know that I will not be using any real names they will all be fake for the others protection! :D I love writing and I want to become a journalist for one of the biggest news papers in Chicago. So I figure that if i start now that I will already be that much ahead of everyone else that wants to do the same thing:D